I apologise large amounts for not updating my tumblr much at all recently.
I’ve been a busy one the past few weeks. Especially the last!
Work wise and social wise, which is probably quite good really!

It’s annoying… when you’re at your busiest, I always find it’s when you most want to and have stuff to write on here!

And… I feel like I am going through something quite difficult at the moment.

Find it a bit hard talking about ‘personal’ things on here because people I know read this blog… and I’m one of those silly people who care too much about what everyone in this world thinks of me. I’d hate to think they’d be thinking I’m being stupid, or over-reacting, or being attention seeking, or anything along those lines.

But it’s just there’s someone really special in my life at the moment. Who I’ve spent lots of time with recently. And of course I’m going to think that I’m not as special to them, because I’m insecure like that.

Anywho, that’s not the issue.

I find it hard saying goodbye to this person after spending one day with them.

In 5 weeks, they’ll be leaving for 7 months.

But it’s either distance myself from them so I stop getting so attached etc so it’s easier when they leave. Or make the most of seeing them before they leave, but at the same time probably become more attached and make it worse when they actually leave.

Either way, I’m gunna be pretty damn sad :(

And I can’t get it off my mind. Of course, at the moment, I’m choosing the ‘make the most of the time’ idea.

And that is why I haven’t tumblr’d.